So, at the heart of it I’m a nasty, critical, opinionated individual.
From time to time I’m just not interested in being nice or uplifting, and am quite content to be just the opposite.
It is quite easy to put on the careful intelligent hat and presume self importance to acquit oneself of poor behaviour - a practice that I think I am quite a natural at.
It is in this vein that I behaved at the last focus in respect to the video that we watched.
Quite rightly, I had no reason to pull it down or be critical out of some zealous pretence of eclectic vanity.
For this I apologise.
No valid excuse.
No legitimate reason.
Just my tired, warn out desire to spew forth bad vibes for all to share.
’Nuf said.
Chris.
Forgiven...appreciate and respect the honesty.
ReplyDeleteAly here: We love you, Chris! I have had the same tendency at times, and I reckon that sometimes it is actually the cynicism and scorn itself that wearies my soul. Praise God, the Giver of Joy, that He can free us from even this!
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